sometimes it seems like you're falling
all your friends are stalling for time
they can't just say yes
no-one really knows what they want


it's hard to see what's right
and strange to see people fight
don't know whether to stop
or just wait for one to end



you're so hollow
hard like glass
but smash so easily
strong framed mindset
you do your task
opening doors for all


they look down on you
because that's where you are
even if you're pretty
there's something you feel you lack
hands tied
ran out of breath
always tried


jumping around in a circle
five people hurtle themselves
it's dangerous
but it's also so much fun


in some ways you roll
but now you're stuck


it's funny how anything with emotion
is called emo
shouldn't everything have emotion
and so this means everything


yesterday I felt so sad
wondered what made my life feel all wrong
started casting aspersions on my friend
but it's not his fault I'm incomplete
why my mind plays these tricks
puts me down again
I'll never apprehend
damn brain always creating drama
just release some endorphins
wont know that feeling until chemicals pass


there aint much we can do
just accept the cold and the rain
one-day it might be better
til then just accept the rain


what if hell existed
would we burn forever
in pain more painful
each and everyday forevermore
what if heaven existed
looking down on souls
cheer at their misfortune
or could we change the way


I spent the day up in heaven
we all looked too much alike
yeah everyone was just white
'cause you'll burn for being
a human of a different shade
of what an almighty god made
so I took a trip down a pole
to see if hell was different
the devil was rad and behold
all the color of the rainbow
asked in my fear filled tone 
why is god so selective sir?
giving people another choice
a how to live your afterlife